Friday, August 19, 2011

Absence of Silence.

Spin. Spin. Spin....
Spin a little now...in a dance or a song you sing alone...
Spin a little tomorrow....in hope, in love and in despair...
Spin in chaos and look for quiet through eyes that have long lost their bearing..

Spin.
Dream.
Live.
Spin.
Pause...pause a while. Just one small moment?
Catch your breath and let the world whirl on and on with its heartbreaking insanity.For you, there is time enough for more of living. Come out and sit...
Watch the world through your urban window. Catch it in your fantasies..wrap it in colors you like...do what you want..go where you want to..
This is your one small moment of silence...your delusion..
Go run...run and chase it down if you must...this moment of silence...
Don't tell me about your moment of silence...there are none really. The only absolute absence of sound can come in the absence of life...
You breathe.
Blood rushes through your body. Every vein thumps a dark red.
Your heart beats.
Life makes a sound. Every second..seventy five beats a minute...
And silence? Insist on it still if you want to....

We live in sounds and voices....Remember in smells, colors, fleeting images and permanent pictures...Why must you then think of a moment of silence?
Antithesis....
That ferris wheel? Remember? Some fair a long time ago. You screamed till you were hoarse and rode yourself into a dizzying spell of wonder and nausea...that's it. Life.
A crowd of faces and sensations. What good will it do to you to deny it?

You could push me into a soundproof room with bare walls..No sounds there right?
I will walk from one end of the room to the other..Footsteps. Sound.
I will scratch my head and think of what to do..how do I get out? Sound.
I will knock on the door. Sound.
I will imagine the passage of time. Tick tock. Tick tock. Sound.
I will give up and sit on the floor. Sound.
I will fidget. An itch on the forehead. Sound.
I will let the mind wander.
Silence? Finally?
No wait...where?
My thoughts are noise.
My mind is sound.....

The world is never still.....
You stop at twenty thousand hertz. Life doesn't.



5 comments:

  1. That it doesn't, even when you wish it would.

    Joyce
    http://joycelansky.blogspot.com/2011/08/gbe2-growing-wild-in-new-dimension.html

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  2. Isn't that the truth!! Great blog!

    Kathy
    http://www.thetruckerswife.com/index.html

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  3. Joyce: not very sure if i contextualized your comment correctly or not but assuming that you are wishing for life to stop at an odd moment here and another there...why stop? why drain the madness? disorder is symmetry....

    Kathy: thank you so much for your comment... :) its encouraging...really really encouraging!!!

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  4. This was fantastic!

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